Firedise lost

 With my hands

I'm trying to caress

your light.

My eyes are blind

I have no success.

the kingdom is  mind,

so be fearless

I don't need to fight.

Don't trust my blak hole

I'm just an actor,

I give you a flower

I have no soul.

Even with your power

I don't care about tears,

Life is only a cold shower,

I have abandoned every fears.

I' dont care about anyone

Don't you know that I'm gone?

When you touch my heart

I suffer

Beacause you reveal me

I have none.

I'm the church of nothingness,

I'm the circle,

I tell you that is a sin

don't end in what you begin.

My pain

Is not real,

Someone think is a monster

I guess if is Nessie

 in the depth of lake of Lochness.

Life is merely

joke,

they see the fire

where is only smoke.

Trust me,

You are real

I pretend to be.

If this is a game

I find the goal,

loosing with you

because you are my soul.

Is not smart to offer bliss,

if I haven't,

who I try

do deceive

with my dirty

empty kiss?

I'm you

this is what I miss.

Dance with my shadow,

is the wrong thing

i will tell you the truth

we are the same being.

I don't care about Nirvana

and so I will get it.

The bliss of humans

is the Angel spit.

The gate of paradise

are open

I don't move

if you don't tell

that you follow me

and not my disease.

Help me,

My heart is dead

I no more feel its beat.

This is no poetry,

But what do you think?

I have majesty

Even when i get a drink.

What we call

the evil,

don't exist.

I'm lying,

because I'm snow,

and the pure white

find everywhere

the way to glow.

Every person in the world,

realize that God,

is the bliss

of devote himself

to real Lord.

I don't call him father

I only know,

that the whisper

of the lost souls,

it's where we gather.

I forget what was love,

i forget myself

But you can trust me

I feel the abysmal cold

where the people most

are fighting to gather

pretending to feel warmer

where the fire is lost.

The only time

I see the Dove,

In a lunatyc asylum,

I have thoutght is an angel,

but when I catch it

i realise

it's only...

....me.

And so I realize

That everywhere

I'm the only...

Free.

I' don't know.

If you haven't notice

this is a prayer.

Please, whoever you are,

I will tell you

why you have to marry me,

while the night is eternal

and the light is a flare

I'm glad to have a dive

in the infinity of the sea.

I don't know

Who I'm try to evoke,

but I can't remember

what is the fire,

this Universe is only smoke.

And if you can feel my breath,

don'care about anything,

my hands are the only

who can grab yours

in the death.